Jesus loves you. I used to be a mean, sinful Atheist. God can save anyone. And I don't care if this post offends you. I have nothing to lose other than time by writing this. To me it was time well spent, because while everyone out there is busy judging, condemning, shaming you, I am here praying for you to turn to Christ, be healed of wounds people put on you as a child and adult, and to show you His love. If you hate me for loving you, I really don't care, because again I have nothing to lose other than time. You can't be mean forever you know, sooner or later you'll reach a breaking point and realize there's more to life than things, and hobbies etc.. There's a God shaped hole in your life and heart, and until you see that, you're going to keep filling it with things to try and make you happy. God put talents and skills and gifts and abilities in you to draw and do photography, so ignore people who bash you as an artist. Use their hate to make beautiful art, and never apologize for being the real you. I'm sorry to hear you were almost killed literally. I have a former stalker on here myself, who will not be named, I was also stalked once in a person so I know what it feels like to have someone stalk you and not know when or where. Life gets better, you just have to move on. I wish you well with art, and hope we could do an art collaboration someday. If not, I understand. I wish you well.
you neighbor. Peace. By the way, most of those bashing comments are from trolls, just don't say anything back and they'll go away at some point. They thrive on attention.